Eon's Den

So pretty much only reasons I have left to care for G4? Star Trek (bleh. I think they stopped it anyway), AOTS (Barely. Candace alone is not worth it IMO), X-play (Morgan without the Sess? Yeah, same boat as AOTS), and Ninja Warrior (Can easily get ahold of it online and/or watch japanese with subs…)

As for TV in general…Well Toonami’s only real thing I care for otherwise. That and adult swim, when I can be arsed. Any TV shows I’m interested I watch reruns when I want, or watch online…Soon I’ll just watch what I want when I want via Netflix so…there’s that…Sigh…Alot of my favorite shit from TV is gone/dead/dying…and only one good thing’s coming back…Why’d you have to go and lose 3 or 4 good people in the last 6-8 months G4? Why? Especially the last 2 -.- I was seriously wondering why people were mentioning a potential lack of sessler at E3 earlier today….>.<

My mother and our landlord just started having an argument at the front door about when to move out. She’s a few days late with rent, and he bumps up the remove date from mid/end of july to mid of June and already has someone sent to move in this house when our lease officially isn’t up until August/July., and says the other ‘tenents’ just gave their 30 day notice or w/e and will be moving in the 1st of July. He points out her deposit is gone towards debt from reduced rent, and the rent price has dropped and dropped and now he can’t pay mortgage…and I offer to work at his store for free (“A good offer, maybe it would have worked earlier but not now”). Something tells me my mother never even offered it to him last year when I asked her to and she said ‘it wouldn’t work’…She may have said ‘he said that’ but I can’t remember….But he just threatened her that by June 15th if we’re not out, he may just have our house locks changed for tenents.

The FUCK YOU WILL. I’ll get my friends to break into this house if need be and take my shit if you won’t legally let me take my possessions out, regardless of what my mother did or did not do/keep up with.

Oh yeah, and when I tried to keep my mother calm and give offers to him/try to compromise between the two, she snapped at me to “Shut up, Go away, YOU’RE NOT IN THIS!” And he said “But he’s being reasonable…” ….And when he left, right as she closed the door she yelled at me that I should basically “stay out of it” and “DONT EVER INTERRUPT” (I didn’t) and THIS AND THAT. Her temper is going to make us lose our stuff before we can move it out of the fucking house. She needs anger management, and I’m getting tired of this shit. I don’t care if she thinks or knows this or that about leases/late payments/evictions. DON’T GAMBLE WITH MY SHIT BITCH; YOU CAN’T GAMBLE. YOU LOSE AT THE CASINO ALMOST EVERY TIME, AND NOT EVEN TO PEOPLE….TO FUCKING MACHINES. SO MACHINES CAN WIN BUT PLAYING CARDS IS RIGGED?!

Basically make offer to guy, guy says no, she gets mad at me, yells at me when he leaves, we now have threat of 1 month sooner and even more bill issues/moving issues to deal with…Fucking fantastic. And her belief that he can’t lock us out (whether or not it’s legal) just because ‘i’m on a lease’ (and paying late consistently is ‘okay enough that he cant evict’) is going to get her into trouble.

Ask mother if I can use living room to host the little groupy today with friends. She says ‘Fine, let me move some things…’ Then barely 5 minutes later she’s yelling “NO FUCK YOU IM DOING MY JOB! MAKE ROOM FOR YOUR FRIENDS IN YOUR ROOM THE LIVING ROOM IS MY STORE ROOM.” Right out of the blue…It’s like my mother can’t go one day without flinging at least one swear word/insult at me about ANYTHING and trying to blame it on me…I bet later today she’s going to say ‘I’m stressed out chris’ or something like that….Also contrary to popular belief, not everyone takes 2 months to pack their things :/ It’s May, and has been the last few weeks, and she’s already started packing…We don’t leave till mid/late July -.-

They expect me to do their chores when it’s needed to be done, yet they get angry if I ask, ASK AND NOT AUTOMATICALLY EXPECT, them to do some of mine while I’m at school/when I went to work (Don’t have to ask since I dont have a job anymore -.-) If I ask them, it’s “LEARN TO DO X YOURSELF”. If I try to use that on them, it’s “NO DO YOUR FUCKING CHORE(S)!” I wasn’t allowed to ‘take a break’ after work before doing chores…Why the fuck is my brother allowed to? “OH HE HAD TO STAND ALL DAY WHILE WORKING! HE’S TIRED!” So did I…It wasn’t okay for me but it is for him?

And then the hours before work when he wakes up….”I CANT DO X I HAVE WORK!” “It’s not for 3 hours” “GO AWAY CHRIS I HAVE TO SHOWER AND GET READY AND I CAN’T GET MY CLOTHES DIRTY.” “…You’re not in your work clothes, and you have HOURS. YOU CAN DO SOME OF YOUR CHORES NOW.”
So it’s okay for my bro to do not do dishes before/after work because ‘he had/has work’…but I can’t say the same?

And then there’s my mother….”Mom why’d you spend $75 on slots? You’re so convinced card dealers cheat…You can notice that shit with practice and intelligence. The more likely rigged piece is slots, and even then they’re the least likely to win. That could’ve been food money.” “IM TIRED OF SPENDING ALL MY MONEY ON YOU FUCKERS (And to eat)!” So hoping she’ll spend money on food when she gets money every month is apparently wrong/crazy…But expecting me to spend the money as well/just the same, only WITHOUT reliable pay…is okay? WHAT.

So my mother just told me I ‘need to get my life together and go on normal hours’ and that I’m ‘an asshole’ due to my sleep schedule…And that she’s ‘tired of playing my game’. I’M SOOO SORRY! I GUESS THE OLDER, MIDDLE AGED WOMAN WHO’S PARANOID OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND WHO IS A TOTAL HYPOCRITE NOWADAYS MUST KNOW JUST SOOO MUCH ABOUT HOW ‘FALSE ’ MY SLEEPING DISORDER IS.